Resolution for 2014!!!!

Gasp! Looking back, my last post was actually in 2011!!! Absolutely no post at all for 2 years, or 730days! There's only one interpretation to it, TIME FLIES, REALLY REALLY FLIES! Ok, let's get things done here!Resolution for 2014:- 1.) Platinum DD! 2.) Staying in a fabulously renovated new house! 3.) Beamer of course! 4.) Chanel accessory, anything! 5.) BF < 12%, hunk in the making! 6.) Step my foot into a new country! 7.) Family trip! Porsche one. Peace out!

2nd last day of 2011!

Reading back my 2011 resolutions, glad that I achieved most of them :)

Well, well, post call today, will draft down my 2012 resolutions soon :)

Happy New Year!!!

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他没有什么期待，第28个诞辰。。。心中少了那么一点年少时的冲动；
之前已有友人booked了说要与他在诞辰前夕共进晚餐 （其实是看在他肯定没人约的份山，积点阴德，做做善事:P ）， 他果然有空，也就OK!
除此之外，其实诞辰前三天，他的那个他，已约了三五知已，为他搞个小聚餐，庆祝庆祝。礼物也到了。
心想，OK啊，小感动，开心。
他的他，在诞辰前夕，必须离开首都，回去工作岗位了。（怪只能怪他的诞辰落在周日咯。）
心想，OK啊，大家都成人了，无需什么海枯石烂，相守至死。。。何况，也已提早庆生了。
真的，心存感激，感觉是幸福的。

来到了前夕，如常上班的一天。。。只是，他的所谓友人，迟迟还未告诉他晚餐的时间，地点；纳闷中，没多想。
下班了，踏进家门，
sms:回家了吗？看一下冰箱吧！
打开门，secret recipe，脸上带笑； 傻瓜，哪来的时间去买和藏蛋糕？
打开来看，他喜欢的乳酪味，和他喜欢的巧克力味。
心中一阵暖意，还未来得及品尝，下一则sms进来。。。
去打开小房间。
这个小鬼头，又有什么花样？他心想，其实已兴奋不得了，快步往房间走去。会是什么大礼物吗？哈！

打开房门瞬间。。。
吓，呆，喜，乐，甜，爱。。。
心情写照应是如上，顺序而下，哈！
大家都猜到吧！
他的他，没离开，呆在家，准备了这个sweet惊喜。

拥抱中。。。
28的生日，很简单，却很甜，很深刻。
te-amo

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it is time for new year resolution again!

did not set any goals in 2010.
since then had been working for 1 year plus now, it is time to set some serious goals and to achieve them in 2011!

1.) complete HO-ship and be a competent MO! and pray hard to get to stay in Klang valley.

2.) decide on future career path! sit down and think, and plan!
if want to specialize, choose now!
wish for some guidance along the way...

3.) start saving! save at least 10% each month!
to hit 5 figure savings!
to earn more money!

4.) to be a trustworthy person (to commit, to care)
to be a good son, brother, friend, and of course Dr.

5.) to gain muscle weight! to stay fit!

6.) to travel overseas at least once

yup, there are a number of serious stuffs to do in coming 2011 it seems,
buck up!
so as to everyone :D
hope to be a great year ahead!

wishing all friends a Merry Xmas and Happy New Year in advance! :D

Chan EL

On coming agenda

going to be ONE year since i started my Housemanship (the 16th of August 2010)...
as the saying goes - TIME FLIES.... *poof*

well well well, gotta stay focus as for now...
4 more calls before my vietnam trip with FAMILY!!! yeah~ (of course in between there are the hustles of filling in the logbook, case summary and the dreadful assessment!!!)
and another one more before i finish my current (O&G aka 3rd posting) posting


ok ok, take a deep breath, stay focus, and get it done and nailed!!!
gambate!!!

-while waiting for dinner companion in FF gym lobby, curve-

I dropped it!!!

I dropped it.
Yes, i dropped it today, an urine bag.
I dropped it, onto someone.
I dropped the urine bad, onto someone's head...

It was the last case to go for today's operation in the theatre.
Dr G, the specialist and, Dr Y another specialist and one MO were touching up on the last bit of the surgery.
Dr G requested for catheterisation of the urinary bladder towards the end.

I volunteered to prepare the catherther set.
There i went, trying to open up a plastic bag containing a new, empty urinary bag, perhaps my gym effort paid off, i tore up the plastic bag, a *POP* sound followed...

the few seconds was legendary,
all i can see was the urine bag flew out from the plastic bag away from me, high up in the air, in a projectile motion, half way across the theatre...

*doink* the bag hitted the theatre spot lights up in the ceiling,
and then *piak*... ...
... ... ... IT LANDED...
it landed on someone's head ---> my lovely specialist, Dr G who was sitting right below the spot lights, attending to the patient put in litothomy position (aka with legs spread out and with the doctor sits in between the legs)

The whole theatre went into silent and static mode for few seconds,
my heart stopped, i went expression-less(as told by my MO), still holding on the empty plastic bag...

Dr G: Chan Ern Loy, u know i am the one who is going to assess you right?

and then it bursted into laughter...

OMG...
guess everyone was too tension and stressed up for the past few days, and this unexpected foolish act of me actually enlighten everyone in the theatre >.<

MO: thanks for the good laugh, i was so stressed for the past few days until i wanna jump off the building... next time do come to operation theatre with me more often...LOL~
(omg...i swear i din expect it turned out to be a happy ending...phew~)

I sincerely apologise for the incident Dr G, lucky the urine bag is new, sterile and unused before.
(i even suggested to her to write in to reader's digest for the joke column, i must have been crazy to even say that)

ok, gonna zzz...hopefully good day n call tmr:D

Happy Mother's day

It has indeed been a very long while since the last time i wrote sthg down...
it is already past 11pm and i am oncall tmr, better make this fast :)

well, went to both "Man" movies last week, aka Iron Man2 and Ip Man2...
and went back to ipoh too for Mama's day!!! :D a short but sweet one, isnt it? >.<

After the movie Ip Man2,
My mom said: ooo, this is Ip Man...now only i know, bruce lee's shifu...i was thinking how come so many wat Man wat Man movies lately...
(she was confused with Iron Man and Ip "Man"...haha, somemore both start with letter "I", and end with "2"...)


k, peace out
good call...

On turning 27

well, another birthday on the way...

27, what a number... 7yrs away from 20, 3 more to 30!!!
this birthday is special because it marks the first bday i spend in msia after 10yrs overseas...
and also the first bday i started working...
unfortunately, also first bday eve spent w/o friends to sing bday song and bday cake candle blowing session... :(

well, signs into working life!!!
miss students life and celebration :D

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Financial planning

4th month into my amateur working life!!!
and finally have to sit down and do some financial plannings...urgh~
car instalment, house rental, phone + internet bill, gym, petrol, toll, food, and tiny tiny expenditures!!! OMG~ never realized it can be so much in TOTAL!!! need a part time job =.= (as if i will have time for that...haha)

KL life is expensive, with so many temptations lurking around...aiks~
i set a goal for myself this week to spend less! Let's reflect back... *hand under chin, trying hard to reflect...reflect...*
CONCLUSION: yep! i think i did quite a good job! went out less at night, thanks to my never ending on calls!
Perhaps should start to cook some simple dishes at home for dinner for budget...less clubbing and drinking (or go out with rich friends and be a parasite...muahahaha~)

Next coming week, 2 calls per week, no off at all, hence should spend less, right Loy? ^.^
Till next next Mon, we shall review!

Meanwhile in ipoh!!!
Have a good weekend everyone!!!
peace out~

On leave...and coming to an end

Time flies...
4 months of medical posting is coming to an end, gotta report myself back to hospital on the 16th Dec, last day of my medical posting (basically just to show my pretty face and smile to everyone i see along the way, no work)

Have been having a long leave...
had numerous wild nights outing during first few days of leave in KL...not so appropriate to list down the details here >.<
went to singapore for a short trip, with mommy, and visited bro and sis-in-law, sweet little family gathering...enjoyed it! (with a night out too in spore!!! awesome~)

then went back to KL, short day trip out with friend, and right away i flew to bali for a 3D2N trip!!! Overall, the trip was good! :) hot sun, breezy beach, happening night life!!! >.< (i would have enjoyed it more if I am not down with sorethroat and trizillions of oral ulcers =.=)

and now i am home sweet home, back to ipoh!!! :D
just laze around in the house, doing nothing...cleaned the house, did laundry, mopped the floor, cut the grass...wow, i am a full time housemaid! haha~

counting down, 2 more days and i gotta start work again!!!! OMG~ noooooo...dread for it man...aiks! but gotta face the reality.

what's coming up next?
New posting to a new department for another 4 months, still no idea where on earth i will be posted to...ortho?surgical? please no O&G, i need to take leave on Xmas and New year...please~~~

and i cant decide whether shud i move out from the hospital hostel or not?!?!?
I found a nice place, in Damansara perdana area, offered a room, not too big, but very cozy apartment and i am entitled to use all the facilities, with nicely equipped pantry, fridge, washing machine, dryer etc etc...
but the down side is: i need to travel to and fro everyday, 20mins w/o jam, with toll price of 3.20RM both ways!!! it means, my monthly expenses on accomdation itself includes hostel(compulsory)+rental+petrol+toll= 800-900RM

I need a financial consultant now @.@

peace out...
(photos will be up soon...in my phone, cant get it out without cable at home)

把伤心留给自己

短短的四个月，不长，却深刻，很回味

可能是保护意识作祟，或是在死撑潇洒。。。亦然决定离开你

似乎，是你变了？还是，我要求多了？

感情没有对错。。。我，没有怨言

前方模糊，对你和我。。。

跟着感觉走吧，去追求自己渴望的。。。

随笔 于 一个人的夜晚 18/11/09

My brother's big day!!!

18th October, a very BIG day for my family ^.^
and I was the best man!hehehe~ (gotta drive a BMW >.<)
well, most pictures were posted on my facebook.
over here, I would just post some highlights group pictures.
nothing much to be said, it was a tiring yet happy and glamorous day!!! and a good time to catch up with all the relatives again!


bride's sis, the couple of the day, me-->the best man (the bag is to keep ang pow,hoho~)
(it was taken at the bride's place, then we fetched the bride back to the bridegroom's aka my brother's place!)

(family pic! we are back in our house!)

(inside the masterbed room, 4 of us again :) )

(me and my 2 cousin sisters, great helpers throughout)

(another family picture at the wedding dinner)

a late post up of a picture with my very professional and cutie/pretty photographer cum cousin sis ^.^ (thanks too ya!)

well well, it was a happy ending ^.^
most importantly, everyone got to dress up smart and pretty!!! hehehe~

and i love my hair-do that night, thanks boo!!!
and of course thanks D too for everthing!!!

Pre-call depression

once again, i am going to have on call tmr, on a saturday, from 12pm saturday till sunday 12pm...sigh, been a week since i last on call, all those mixed and contradicting feelings coming back again, haunting me.

I start to wonder again, why I put myself in such place, suffering and working like dog and cheap labour, get scoldings every now and then. Why can't I work normally like office hours? What's wrong with going back at 5pm if I get my job done? I am really tired...

I know I am still far from being competent, but I am already trying my best, I am very tired and stressed out too to catch up and keep up.

once again, I am thinking to give up and just quit...sigh...

well, time to go to bed, charge up and prepare mentally, emotionally and physically for the long long day tomorrow.

thanks for reading my rambling >.<

arigatou~
best of luck to me tmr!!!

Look out!

well, yesterday night, after Jacjac persistent invitation >.< i finally drove all the way to Ampang with D to meet her up and we dined in a place called "little genting" highly recommended by jacjac.

and it turned out to be NOT a disappointment :P (worth my drive all the way there,haha~)

We drove up hill and turned into a place halfway called :the look out point, where a handful of restaurants are located. Parking was kind of difficult to get that night, even after paying RM3 to enter =.= (next time should just park outside at the roadside)

we did some exercise climbing some flight of stairs, with some cool shops along the way, and stopped upon this restaurant called "Haven".

It offers a variety of Asian and Western food.

We got ourselves a table at the far end, near the edge where we could get a magnificent view of KL night scene, twin towers and KL tower obsviously stood out of all things.



The food was OK, at least my lamb chop was chewy >.<

Most importantly, we got to chill out and catch up with each other under such a breezy relaxing atmosphere :)



I think we will come back again! ^.^

People to thank along the way during my Europe trip

I went on a journey to the land of england and spain last july ALONE for the very first time, however, fortunately and thankfully, i have travel ANGELS along the way to host me, befriend me, cheer me and company me!!!

I would like to thank them with this post here:-

Rohfei!!! the london-turn-geneva inhabitant >.< (all the best ya for your new job!) thanks for the lovely one day trip!!!

Mei'i!!! thanks for hosting me in your lovely bungalow, i am still amazed with your awesome-ly neat backyard


Cheng'i!!! and mee siew'i!!! thanks for hosting me too in your comfy apartment and all the delicious meals!!!


Oskar, David and his gf!!!thanks for the great time in london!!! i will always remember "FIRE" >.<


An Hong!!! thanks for the companion in Barcelona!!! hope u will find the way in Spain!


well, concluding on the journey travelled alone, I must say that eventually i still prefer a travel buddy :P at least there is someone to take my pictures!!!

An amateur HO life

well,it was my 2nd day of working life in a general medical ward, 9C in selayang hospital.
i MUST admit that, student's life is nothing as compared to HO life, especially a fresh HO.
I worked from 630 till 2330 today itself =.=
I am given 8 beds of stable patients to be in charge of on my 2nd day itself, it is good coz I will be able to pick up and adapt much faster :) meanwhile, i must be strong and optimistic to persevere through, in addition being in KL alone without the warmth of family and home :( everything is more difficult.
So guys, appreciate your students life if u are still having, especially for juniors back in CSMU >.<
P/S: today itself i already assisted in a resuscitation, unfortunately the patient didn't survive, the scene and atmosphere is not something i look forward to.
I got stressed up too when come to skills in doing the procedures, i think i suck!!! sigh...i need to catch up real quick to be competent!!!
at the same time i have to re-study all my materials again to brush up on my knowledge!!! OMG~ I don't have time and energy for this :(
lastly, who will do my laundy for me pleaseeeeeee...

peace out

A new chapter of life soon

It had been a while since my last post...
Well, I graduated! and least expectedly, I am going to start work SOON, too soon, which is next Monday =.=
I am posted to Hospital Selayang, didn't manage to get my first choice, Ipoh GH.
This means another new environment for me to explore again! A new working place, unfamiliar neighbourhood...huhuhu~ scary???
Initially, was quite reluctant to move again after coming back from ukraine just merely a MONTH! I want to stay back in hometown with my comfy room, somemore a new room! Well, it seems like it is not time yet for me to enjoy such luxury, I have to continue my hostel life for another 2 years now...

I dunno where the hell is selayang, selangor is like a another foreign land to me, never like the traffic there...and never thought i will one day join into the hectic life of KL capital!

Should I look forward to it? I think I should, start building positive aura!!! :D
KL, Selayang, here i come!

We are in the top 50!!!

Dear readers and friends!!! :D
My team had been selected as the top 50 winners in the competition " Best trip in the world - Taiwan explorers wanted".
We had also completed a 4 days trip in taiwan, and uploaded the video clips onto the official website http://www.taiwanbesttrip.net/group/830301/intro/group-introduction-of-the-bff?lang=en
I would like your continuous support in voting for us!!! :D
Once settled down back in Msia, i will try to write more on the trip! >.<
Peace out~

A sunny day in London

2/7/09

I am at the park next to the buckingham palace outside Greenpark tube station.
It is 1230pm!
Scorching hot out here.

Me sit on the grass patch, under shady trees, windy breeze, NICE!


Most people around me are sunbathing under the SUN!!! OMG~
It is like they are at the beach, getting a tan.

Now I know how much English are deprived of the sun, still it doesn't make me appreciate the hot sun more; except at the beach >.<

Well, kids are making lots of noise on the other side of the park, bet they are having lots of fun.

Yawn, I should take a nap meanwhile :)

Hot London & Chilly Edinburgh

hey buddies!!!
me currently london bound! just came back from chilly edinburgh this morning!
edinburgh was awesome! very post-card beautiful (especially the old town, i stayed in the rock hostel right opposite the caste, strongly recommended! great place!!)
Love the wandering sheeps, cows and horses in the outskirt.
Missed the date with Ms. Loch-ness monster though, she din turn up :( (hehe)

Alright,time to explore more of london today!!!
A special thanks to rohfei here too for bringing me around on Monday!
and my most heartfelt gratitude to Mei'i who hosted me so well in london (online now at her house!)

Photos to be up in near future!
peace-out~