My brother's big day!!!

18th October, a very BIG day for my family ^.^
and I was the best man!hehehe~ (gotta drive a BMW >.<)
well, most pictures were posted on my facebook.
over here, I would just post some highlights group pictures.
nothing much to be said, it was a tiring yet happy and glamorous day!!! and a good time to catch up with all the relatives again!


bride's sis, the couple of the day, me-->the best man (the bag is to keep ang pow,hoho~)
(it was taken at the bride's place, then we fetched the bride back to the bridegroom's aka my brother's place!)

(family pic! we are back in our house!)

(inside the masterbed room, 4 of us again :) )

(me and my 2 cousin sisters, great helpers throughout)

(another family picture at the wedding dinner)

a late post up of a picture with my very professional and cutie/pretty photographer cum cousin sis ^.^ (thanks too ya!)

well well, it was a happy ending ^.^
most importantly, everyone got to dress up smart and pretty!!! hehehe~

and i love my hair-do that night, thanks boo!!!
and of course thanks D too for everthing!!!

Pre-call depression

once again, i am going to have on call tmr, on a saturday, from 12pm saturday till sunday 12pm...sigh, been a week since i last on call, all those mixed and contradicting feelings coming back again, haunting me.

I start to wonder again, why I put myself in such place, suffering and working like dog and cheap labour, get scoldings every now and then. Why can't I work normally like office hours? What's wrong with going back at 5pm if I get my job done? I am really tired...

I know I am still far from being competent, but I am already trying my best, I am very tired and stressed out too to catch up and keep up.

once again, I am thinking to give up and just quit...sigh...

well, time to go to bed, charge up and prepare mentally, emotionally and physically for the long long day tomorrow.

thanks for reading my rambling >.<

arigatou~
best of luck to me tmr!!!