once again, i am going to have on call tmr, on a saturday, from 12pm saturday till sunday 12pm...sigh, been a week since i last on call, all those mixed and contradicting feelings coming back again, haunting me.
I start to wonder again, why I put myself in such place, suffering and working like dog and cheap labour, get scoldings every now and then. Why can't I work normally like office hours? What's wrong with going back at 5pm if I get my job done? I am really tired...
I know I am still far from being competent, but I am already trying my best, I am very tired and stressed out too to catch up and keep up.
once again, I am thinking to give up and just quit...sigh...
well, time to go to bed, charge up and prepare mentally, emotionally and physically for the long long day tomorrow.
thanks for reading my rambling >.<
arigatou~
best of luck to me tmr!!!
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Sending a warm HUG from someone who is awake in Puchong to someone who is asleep in Selayang on October 3, at 12.51am.
加油！！
别轻易放弃！！
R u ok? Take k of urself ya..
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